

Chapter One : The ConnectionChapter OneChapter One : The Connection
Ever since I was a small child, things have seemed odd. Ive always known in a sense that I am different than other people Not in the way that we all look different, or that we all have different talents or interests, those are normal differences. No, these things are not quite in the same category. I can see, sense and feel things in and about the world around us, that perhaps, you cannot, but then maybe you can, but somehow, I doubt it. Ive often wondered if the strange things about me are genetic, and until recently I had ruled that out as a possible explanation. Now, dont get me wrong, I


Chemistry Chemistry class - complicated bonding that no one on Mother Earth should sincerely care about.Chemistry
But, perhaps it is a good thing that my eyes did not befall your face often enough. Such a thing allows all of the other pieces of this soory time span to fall into place. You are like the extra figure in a question that does not necessarily belong. Our past is heavy. We know, we carry it every day of our lives, and it grows. It curves our spines and makes our chest heavy, like our hear


ClosureYour words - You spoke them. They are the hardest to forget- and the falsest yet...Closure
You said you wanted to take care of me, yet your arms are so far away- You said, you wanted to grow old with me, yet, your vanity speaks volumes.. You said you wanted to marry me, yet your commitment issues are daggers...
Then- A month passes - or more.
Then- no sign that you even still draw breath. no ringing telephone,
just a lonely drone, of wordless silence and ragged lullabies.
I told you of my weakness that night.